She looked for something in somebody else she already had for herself.
They both wanted more, but ignorant as to what it was.
He always misinterpreted what she said cause he couldnt comprehend the love she succumbed too.
Ahh what a mess it was!
He would always search for the wrong in her because he just couldnt believe that somebody could be this flawless.
...He did, but he held that against her.
He never realized that she was perfect cause he would have to actually search for her flaws.
After it was all said and done- To get over the pain, she essentially did the same thing.
He then, resorted to drug use.
He didnt understand what he was truly doing, but at the same time, it felt good,
He just wish he had control in his life.
He knew he messed up but that's all he knew.
She gave him another chance cause he said he changed.
He would seize any opportunity he had, Already lying that he had changed.
This routine went on for a couple years.
He got lost, He started looking for something he had in somebody else.
She had to live with the unbearable pain.
He had no idea- His little brain still couldnt comprehend the love she succumbed for him.
He was too young to understand.
She couldnt take it anymore so she dies.
It took him awhile to understand why, he just couldnt take it.
He blamed his peers- left his friends. Started searching for her in somebody else.
He didnt see that he became a tornado, anything in his path was imperial to his pain.
He didnt realize the pain he was actually causing, He didnt realize he affected others.
He believed he was dead and was a ghost. He always loved her but never comprehended his own actions.
Now he understands.
He didnt realize that she died because of him,
She fell into a deep sleep, with a smile on her face.
He Understands now,
He Dreams of her willowing to him.
He wishes she missed him.
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